Saturday, November 6, 2010

Loving the living word


Princes persecute me without cause, But my heart stands in awe of Your words. I rejoice at Your word, As one who finds great spoil. I hate and despise falsehood, But I love Your law. Seven times a day I praise You, Because of Your righteous ordinances. Those who love Your law have great peace, And nothing causes them to stumble. I hope for Your salvation, O LORD, And do Your commandments. My soul keeps Your testimonies, And I love them exceedingly. I keep Your precepts and Your testimonies, For all my ways are before You.
(Psalms 119:161-168)

I do love the Bible, but wonder why at times it stands between me and Jesus. This great book of revelation and divine inspiration often is the closest I get to abiding in Christ Jesus. I want to be in fellowship with God and not just His written word.
In reading this passage I saw that I do not love Jesus as much as this author loved the law of God. It seems hard for me to see how anyone can love the law. I still see obedience more as a requirement than a blessing to my life. By this I mean obedience to things I do not what to do. Of course I love to do the things I love to do, but that is more selfishness than loving obedience in my life at this time.
That phrase “my soul keeps your testimonies” is a challenge too. I live in a time when most people think they cannot live a holy life let alone believe God can be testified in their thought life, emotions and will. How did this Old Testament Guy get so converted, so transformed? Do we need a little more legalism to smack us around some?
I think the answer of inner and outward transformation is all about living in a culture. The more we live in the culture of heaven, the more we live in the way our Father lives, the more we are transformed. In the Old Testament there was a city, a region and a nation that sought to live out the culture of heaven. Sure it failed often, yet is did exist. The world we live in has little authentic Christian culture. The best we have seems to be a culture of a church or community. These are great as far as they go, but they tend not to go into the world where we go the most.
I need friends, family and others to live the life Christ desire of me. I cannot do it alone. Sure I am responsible to live for God no matter what, but I forfeit the glory of God in my life to the degree that I walk out my life outside of His culture, His family. We stand in a world full of evil and darkness, yet we daily choose to partake of the tree of life. We are those who are living in this age of evil and yet turn our hearts to the good one, to the only good one.
If you want to build a transformed life, you need to build others and not just yourself. Sure I do think you can make it on your own, but why would you even try! Maybe there is a reason that the second command is to love your neighbor as yourself.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

If I only lived better for God, my life would not have so many problems!


Have you ever though that way? Why? Why would it be in our mindset to connect living a Godly life and having an easy life? Do we assume or desire that Godliness is next to easiness?

I ask this and write this in a time of personal great pain. Right now it appears that much of the life I wanted, a life of activity and outdoors, of freedom of movement and the ability to build and create is over. Depression desire to rule my life and make me live as though God has abandoned me, has love wicked and evil people more than me. It is a time in my life when selfishness is at its most crafty ploy and self-love empowered by pain.

God desires for me, and everyone in the world, to live the best life possible.
God made us free, so that each one of us can choose to hurt ourselves, others and our offspring.

God gave us power and authority to sow and reap, to invest and harvest what was invested.

God empowers us to break the chains of sin and evil and release in the individual and the culture, new hope and new beginnings.

Today, like millions of people around the world, I am looking for the coming of the Christ. I need His activity in my life and the testimony of Him that I have, creates a tension of hope and reality that brings conflict on the deepest internal levels. I know that He heals, but will He heal me. I know that I have a part to play in His plan, but am I up to it. Will I fail on my part?

As we search the Bible and History we find a mixed bag of results. Great people like Moses, Paul, Job and Jeremiah lived for God and had rough lives. Others like Daniel and Ester lived in evil cultures and were blessed by the Lord. Then in Hebrews 11 we see the testimony of great saints of faith, some appear to have an easy life, others suffer and still others choose suffering as a better way. And there lies the key.

Those who suffer so that others have a better way, so that others have an opportunity to receive the promise, choose a path that so conflicts with the world system that it hurts. From the child who is murdered for Christ Jesus to the business man who loses He business because he would not deceive, from the women divorced because she would not join in immorality to the teen beaten because they would not join a gang, all these can be those who chose to identify with Christ at the cost of being beaten by the world.

But still the question remains, why would you choose that? Why would you wound your family so that other families could possibly be healed? Why would you give your life up to that level?

Writing somewhere around the 1900 a missionary, now seasoned by years of service, realized that the very people he went to help, did not want his help. These people did not want to receive the light and knowledge of God, they loved their ways and darkness more than the light. Having been driven by the need of this people group this man now questioned why God sent him. He struggled through the issue of being sent because of their need, for in themselves they had no need for God, they did not want Him. But it was God who had the need. It was for God, for the will of the Father that this man was sent. It was not a human need that compelled, but the heart God of the Father Himself. So all the sacrifice, all the cost, all the suffering, all the rejection; was not for the people, it was for the Father.

Don’t waste your suffering. Allow the ancient words of “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven” to speak to you. Even if your lot in life is a life of fighting against mental illness, poverty, sexual abuse, hatred or sickness; do so not for humanity but for God. Let nothing separate you from Him. Do not be overly burdened by apparent success in the world, yet look daily for the affirmation of heaven. In your weakness reveal divine strength. In your poverty, demonstrate the riches of the resources of heaven. This involves a mental attitude, but transcends it. You do not want just the desire or thoughts, but the expressions and impressions.

Souls are being ready for harvest, so too are the saints. People of God are maturing and coming to the place of living fully for God. This growth and maturity involves people of God living in the world, but now of it. It involves being “light” and “salt” while releasing kingdom power and authority, even in their suffering.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Honoring Others


As we prepare for the trip to MI we are asking others to join us in intercession and giving even if they cannot go. I know there are literally thousands of Godly investments you can make. All these investments of time, money and prayer do make a difference. We are working together to build His kingdom and advance His will on the earth.
If you are directed please give and pray. It is great to feel Gods impressions. It is better (although much harder) to do them.
Prayer Points from Romans 12
• Believers in the area will worship God through living daily life well (12:1)
• Renewal of minds so that God’s will is know and done. (12:2)
• For many members of Christ body to come together and express Him. (12:3-5)
• For Faith, faith to work, pray, give, teach, feed, help and love (12:6-8)
• For all the “line items” in verses 9-20 resulting in the overcoming of evil with good.
Doing good in a Godly way is a weapon that overcomes evil! We are not victims of evil, if anything we are victims of the lack of good being lived out in our world. Living for ourselves has not produced in us or around us Godliness. Let’s try to live for Christ and others and see what the fruit of that looks like.

The only place to hide is in Christ Jesus, but He is in the world so you find yourself hiding in Christ in the world.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Ode (Old) to Love


Here is a verse for Shirley Drury, my best friend these many years.


Old to be loved
Just as desired
A women of nobility
Not by birth, but adoption
5 am I, in decades count
Still a child in heart and love
Steadfast these many years in faithfulness
Opposing all the world’s selfishness
By divine grace strength was given
To match wounds with resolve
Love in purity and devotion
Expressed to others
Unlimited
My hand trembles more
My heart less
Some burdens cast off
Others endured
Am I the women I ought to be
Mercy and grace applied
I am
Most wonderfully loved

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Doing the Right Thing


God desires that we do the right thing. But what is the right thing. How can the human mind be so wise as to know and consider all the external and internal events? How can we know that an action, an expression is what should be done at any given moment?
In His wisdom God made man with the ability to have His Spirit indwell us. We are not alone and we are made to live in fellowship with God. Just as the Father walked with Adam and Eve in the garden, so now He desires to walk and have fellowship with us in our inner man.
The fruit of self-control that comes from the Spirit of God is a growing factor in our life that is the direct result of fellowship with God. This must be actual fellowship and not an elaborate trusting in our self made religion. Deep within us, at the level of our heart and soul we enter into communion with God and allow Him to speak direction, justice and instruction to our lives. And that is what He does naturally as He speaks. He awakes our whole being to His will.
While it is so old, it is also so foundational to the Christian walk, this truth “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done”. The believer who walks in fellowship with God is using the scripture to lead them into a deep personal fellowship with God. We are not just seeking to read and understand the scriptures to make for ourselves a religious order we can live out. We are allowing the truth of scripture to direct our steps to the Father, who in turn indwells us. The difference is as different as in making a meal and eating a meal. One is full of order and discipline, but no life. The other is full of life. We are called to partake, to eat of the Bread of Heaven.
So while right knowledge, good manners, humility and patience are working in and through my character; they are not enough. A believer is more than a good person, they are not even a very good person. What we are is persons filled with the Spirit of God. This Spirit governs our actions and teaches us what right things we should do. We are – followers. Even when we are bad followers, we still are of Christ, if we agree in our heart, ‘not my will but Thin be done”.

Monday, August 16, 2010

CALLED TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE


Then Moses said, "What if they will not believe me or listen to what I say? For they may say, 'The LORD has not appeared to you.'" The LORD said to him, "What is that in your hand?" And he said, "A staff." Then He said, "Throw it on the ground." So he threw it on the ground, and it became a serpent; and Moses fled from it. But the LORD said to Moses, "Stretch out your hand and grasp it by its tail"--so he stretched out his hand and caught it, and it became a staff in his hand-- "that they may believe that the LORD, the God of their fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has appeared to you." The LORD furthermore said to him, "Now put your hand into your bosom." So he put his hand into his bosom, and when he took it out, behold, his hand was leprous like snow. Then He said, "Put your hand into your bosom again." So he put his hand into his bosom again, and when he took it out of his bosom, behold, it was restored like the rest of his flesh. "If they will not believe you or heed the witness of the first sign, they may believe the witness of the last sign. "But if they will not believe even these two signs or heed what you say, then you shall take some water from the Nile and pour it on the dry ground; and the water which you take from the Nile will become blood on the dry ground." Then Moses said to the LORD, "Please, Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither recently nor in time past, nor since You have spoken to Your servant; for I am slow of speech and slow of tongue." The LORD said to him, "Who has made man's mouth? Or who makes him mute or deaf, or seeing or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? "Now then go, and I, even I, will be with your mouth, and teach you what you are to say." But he said, "Please, Lord, now send the message by whomever You will." Then the anger of the LORD burned against Moses, and He said, "Is there not your brother Aaron the Levite? I know that he speaks fluently. And moreover, behold, he is coming out to meet you; when he sees you, he will be glad in his heart. "You are to speak to him and put the words in his mouth; and I, even I, will be with your mouth and his mouth, and I will teach you what you are to do. "Moreover, he shall speak for you to the people; and he will be as a mouth for you and you will be as God to him. "You shall take in your hand this staff, with which you shall perform the signs."
(Exodus 4:1-17)


Moses had faith or grew in belief because He had an encounter with God that was life changing. Do we want to take the time for a life changing encounter with God or do we want to go out and make a difference in the world? Fulfilling our purpose and making a Godly impact in the world is a good thing. It just cannot be done in the flesh, by human genius or by sheer determination. We must “work while it is day” but often the work we are seeking to accomplish is our agenda and not the Lord’s. We are trying to perform the impossible with our skills and ability. We need God’s supernatural help or it is impossible for us to do what He is calling us to do.

Does this mean that we all should wait until something on the same scale as Moses takes place? No – we should wait until our call is matured into a commissioning or sending. Like Moses the world is full of people who feel a call in their heart and then they try to fulfill that calling. Like Moses this tends to result in our “killing people”. Moses felt the call to be a deliverer and deal with the injustice of his people. Yet Moses was not ready to do the impossible – but that day would come. Many passionate believers have been released into the public work of the ministry based on passion and not maturity, need and not inner conformity to Christ. The result is usually wounding and insecurity covered by the projections of “I am called by God”, “I am working hard, very hard” and “things would go better for me except for _______________”. Maturity is taking all the bad things on yourself and making life better for others. Moses became like this, like the Christ who was to come.

A prayer room can be a real blessing in your life as it provides a place to come and seek the Lord. Every believer should have a place of prayer so that they commune with God and in relationship pray.

A pitfall of the prayer room is when it becomes a hiding place and not a resting place. If people come to the prayer room to avoid obeying the Lord, then the very thing meant to be a blessing is a cure to them. This is not just a pitfall of the prayer room but of all the “places” we have in Christ. The worker who avoids prayer by work and the prayer who avoids work by prayer are both missing the will of God for their lives. In the same way the leader who uses the call of leadership to neglect humble service to others and the one who hides in acts of humble service to avoid the pressure and burden of leadership are again missing the will of God. All this is illustrated here in this passage about Moses.

Come to the place of prayer to enter into a relationship with God that compels you to live the life He has for you. Come to Christ Jesus to know and do His will. Come to be reassured, revived and renewed in your mind, heart and soul. Come to the Lord as you eat, walk, work and go through life’s daily grind.

So how often should a person enter the place of prayer? Do we receive from the Lord a onetime encounter and then use that single encounter as the source of our encouragement for the rest of our lives? Yes –and no!

We should do a much better job than we do or remembering all the words the Lord has spoken to us, both through His Scripture and through promptings. Most of us tend to need a new word from the Lord because the last word was not hidden in our heart. We tend to love the encouragement of a fresh word more than the obedience that word was to produce. It is a desire for a “new seed” to be planted rather than for the “old seed” to grow into maturity. But this desire is normal. Tending a garden is hard work with daily duties.

While we tend to make lists and have written goals and plans for things we seek to accomplish, turning your relationship with God into a list of “to do’s “ is not a good idea. While your mate may enjoy the diligence of your actions of love from a “to do” list, at some time they want a personal relationship more than a “this is what I do for you” list. God is the same way. Don’t try to replace a relationship with a plan. Instead let the plan keep flowing from the relationship.

The fruit of this relation to action living is ever increasing faith. Since without faith it is impossible to please God, having faith is a nice thing. You will increase your truth, believing, faith; as you live a life out of common union with God. You will see supernatural things happen in your life as a result of God intervention.

Just recently I planned a “wilderness retreat”. I felt this was in God’s heart to offer this event to people. At that time we had no money in any of our accounts. I wrote a 30 page manual and then rewrote it into a 43 page booklet. In other words I invested time into this time, yet I wondered how in the world where we going to pay for food, gas and camping. My mortgage was due and there was no money. If money came in should I take that for the event or provide for my family. I set the price for the event as low as possible so that people could freely come. Now I was dealing with the issue of even affording the printing of the booklet I labored to write. My wife criticized me for not increasing the price enough to cover some of the unseen cost. These cost were coming out of the family money, which was almost zero at the time. They she would feel compelled to help, give or go and cause an even greater demand for resources that were not there.

Now during this time prior to the event some situations arose that required common daily faith. We had about a quarter tank of gas in each vehicle. Then we found ourselves in a situation where people needed rides, helping others out required extra trips, running errands for the event and family needs seemed to expand. Even as we responded to these needs God sent someone to give us gas. Each day there was enough. Over and over again God gave us the very thing we needed for that day. It was never so much that we could bank it, but God was again showing us that He is faithful and that we could bank on Him.

Over and over again in planning for this time and during this time God prompted us to do something and when we did, things worked out. Promptings to buy extra food, bring a certain camping item, leave behind a normally essential item all fell into place for a blessing in the daily flow of life.

As we gave God kept giving to us. Money came in from friends. People who know us but have never sent us money gave us gifts, others who do support us did so again. It is a mini example of God confirming His will for our lives, not with a rod and leprosy, but with gas, food and fun (if you call the wilderness adventure fun).
And so here I am again, starting a new week. Just like you I desire that my life this week makes a difference. Last week and those Godly interventions are gone. They increased my faith so that I can trust and serve Him this week. I grew in walking by faith and thus in pleasing the Lord. Just like you, I take my situation, my life and connect it to the Father. We together cry out for His supply and direction so that our lives perfectly reflect His will. Let’s take all that the Lord has done for us, hold it in our hands and never doubt. Desiring to grow in wisdom and revelation, we grow in obedience and love. God has called us to live the impossible, so we might as well get on with it.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Bread of heaven


In this life daily bread plays a great role. At the temptation of Jesus, it was one thing that the Christ could do which would bring a great many followers to Him. These followers He could have; simply by feeding them what they need each day. Yet this very thing was a temptation to be defeated.

Come to me and I will give you life.

God gave gifts, just like He gave His son, to the people of the earth. What have we done with the making of bead of heaven? Have we equipped, encouraged and discipled the people into freedom? Have we become the Masters of this world by being the source of bread, the bread of heaven? Who among us is free to eat at the Lord ’s Table without the permission and approval of the ruling spirits?

Rejection, will all it’s fears and realities is the cost we must pay to set others free. Rejection of our teaching, our understanding, our revelation, and our gifts are but the first fruits of whole hearted devotion. Is this not the very way of the Great Master? Are we not called to be made in His image, to follow His example in all we do? Should we who are His fellow servants of the bread of heaven use what was freely given to us as a tool for self-rule and control?

The simple act of keeping people coming to us for bread is the manifestation of failing to defeat Satan in the wilderness. This we should have done long before entering the ministry. But if not then, why not now! We too must not think this temptation is only for leaders in high places. To all who serve the Lord, from the small group leader to the mega-church director, the testing comes. Yet the foundation for gathering together is now the bread of life. We motivate people to come based on our ability to teach them, feed them, shepherd them, oversee them. And what does their Master in heaven do?

What I have shared above is a rewording of what was written in the early 1800. I will be glad to share the resources with you. But you’re going to need to feed yourself!