At times I get a little upset!
But being upset is no big deal.
People all around the world are upset. Even God gets upset at times.
But do you know what is weird. I get upset about doing the very thing I am suppose to do and the very think I have asked God to help me do. I get upset when I love people to the point of pain or self-denial. Yet I asked God to help me do this. I want to do it. It is the right thing for me to do. So why do I get upset?
I also get upset about helping people. I love to help people when I feel loved, special. I want to help people who need help, but get upset when I do at times. My son has told me he has never hear me tell someone “NO” when it comes to helping. I don’t think he has heard the inside, only the outside.
So I guess the big deal about being upset is that I am upset with me. Why do I dribble out love as if it is rare? Why do I half love? If confession is good for the soul, maybe this will be good for me and for those who I want to help in the days to come.
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